When she goes RAMALAMA-DINGDONG

Assalamualaikum wbt, How much do we submit ourselves to our Lord? Sejak habis usrah happy-3-friends hari tu asek terngiang-ngiang je soalan ni dalam kotak fikiran ni. Sirah pasal Sumayyah yang imannya mantap sampai jadi Muslim pertama yg syahid, nobody can top her! Macam mana dia mula peluk Islam hanya dengan mendengar 7 ayat pertama dalam surah al-Mudassir and al-Falaq. Just that! She submitted her entire soul to Allah. The whole Quran dah pun been brought down to us tapi tahap mana je submission kita kat Dia. Sentapz sgt! Ok2 tu selingan je baru. Just pouring out what has been roaming around my mind lately. Sometimes we came across words yang carry almost the same meaning, but actually there are some differences in the actual meaning. Contohnya macam perkataan bangga, riak & ujub.  They all maksud hampir nak sama tapi all has a slight different definition kan? In our happy-3-friends session last Monday, we were discussing about al-Falaq(nah! Sbb tu la intro tadi ...

"Can you make me a promise?" "Apa dia,ba?" "When mama & me no longer here, dont ever treat your siblings bad okay? Kesian kat diorang nanti" And so I made a promise to my baba. From now on I promise I'll make them happy and proud for the rest of my life. No child ever wants to see his/her parents suffer. p/s: I HATE YOU DISGUSTING PEOPLE!!

Assalamualaikum wbt Ya Allah its been so long now. Ive changed, really. Hehe. Yet Im still the same person outside, maybe a lil bit better than before, inside. Kinda miss this blog a lil bit. Now I have to be active with a mission. A quest I cant really turn my head away. Agak besar amanah yang dipikul skrg! Waiceh ayattt.. Well whatever it is, I hope Allah will grant me hikmah and accept my effort on this quest/mission. Peace out  ^-^Y

Alhamdulillah.. Just got back from SEMPOI. A program organized by Malaysian Association from Manipal. Now tengah berehat2 lepas perut kenyang melantak at the camp before bergerak balik ke Mangalore. Gosh my English is so terrible kan? Depressed! (-_-')  Honestly, I must say, I didnt expect this program would be so inspirational to me in the first place. True. I wasnt that excited to come sbb tah la. Maybe I put negative thoughts that it would be so boring sbb datang dgr ceramah je. Pastu dengar orang cakap penceramah ni ustaz yang tulis buku femes jugaklah kat Malaysia. I was like okaaayy aku mesti tak kenal punya . Thats why it didnt excite me. And the most thing that I hate is to berLDK(Latihan Dalam Kumpulan). Tatau asal. Malas bercampur dgn orang kot.(There must be something wrong with me. Haihsss) But after this 2 and a half days I feel so bad cause of giving those bad thoughts to the program before it eved started. Memang aku ni ada masalah dalaman diri kot. T-T It ...

Waaahhh!! Pejam celik pejam celik tinggal berapa hari je lagi nak habis Ramadhan ni. It is pretty sad that this holy month will soon gonna leave us behind. Thinking of how much amal I have done throughout this month make me even sad. Tiba2 rasa marah kat diri sendiri sebab before masuk Ramadhan dah janji dgn diri sendiri kalau boleh nak khatam kan satu al-Quran, qiam kalau boleh nak buat tiap2 malam, but in the end Im still being the same old me . Sedih sangat! I thought Ive changed tapi tak. Sama je lagi. I thought Im now a better  person. Im not. Masih lagi dengan masalah lama, buat benda2 yang sgt wasting time plus tak mendatangkan apa2. Dosa lagi ada! *sigh* I came across Maria Elena's   new entry just now. She was saying something about how Muslimah nowadays, especially in Malaysia, are getting too busy chasing their dreams on who's becoming most fashionable, most trendy, most pretty. Most of them, including me, forget that a true Muslimah is the one who kn...

Okay2 before anybody starts reading this(eh ada ke?) just keep in mind that this post was meant to be posted about ages ago. Just for a simple fact that saya seorang yang malas utk update blog, tetapi masih keen untuk menulis juga. So please bare with me. Terima kasih. :) So Im back from my holidays. Seperti biasa I got all tanned up sebab gatal gi cuti time summer kan. But all in all this was among the best holiday Ive ever had, I must say. Tour around Europe, meet new people, enjoy new culture etc2.. Thought of having a sum up of all my trips. Harap bertenang. Our journey started from Mumbai to Paris which took about 10 hours including a transit in Zurich,Swiss. We took a midnight flight from Mumbai and reached Paris in the morning. Sampai je Paris around 9am local time lepak je kat airport CDG tu wait for our bus to London. Lucky we had our tickets all sort out before sampai so takde lah hal nak kena beli tiket dan2 jugak. Plus org2 kat France ni kelaka skit. Dorg cm pelik tgk or...

Lama tak tulis kat sini. Cuti dah seminggu berlalu. But I dont quite feel the fun..yet. Maybe Im missing home now and then. Maybe I shouldnt go for this EuroTrip Ive been planning since so long. Maybe I miss a few people. I dont know. There's a lot of maybes. Lucky I have my roomie, Anum here with me. Tak de la bosan sangat. Though Ive been minding my own business je the whole time. Malas nak kacau dia with my lousy self. Hehe. So here's what I do these past few days to kill my boredom. I wake up around 8-ish (kill me I really am a morning person!). Then I grab my novel (its Ahadiat Akashah's Lagenda Budak Setan - God! Idk how long Ive been trying to finish this one.. Jiwang sgt kot?) Then I guling2 a bit till I fall asleep again. Then maybe bangun again around 10. If Im rajin enough, I make my breakfast. But usually I dont. Makan terus for tengah hari. Then the rest of the day is filled with watching TV or movie from my hard disk or go online. Yadayadayada.. So basically...