When she goes RAMALAMA-DINGDONG

Assalamualaikum wbt Ya Allah its been so long now. Ive changed, really. Hehe. Yet Im still the same person outside, maybe a lil bit better than before, inside. Kinda miss this blog a lil bit. Now I have to be active with a mission. A quest I cant really turn my head away. Agak besar amanah yang dipikul skrg! Waiceh ayattt.. Well whatever it is, I hope Allah will grant me hikmah and accept my effort on this quest/mission. Peace out  ^-^Y

Waaahhh!! Pejam celik pejam celik tinggal berapa hari je lagi nak habis Ramadhan ni. It is pretty sad that this holy month will soon gonna leave us behind. Thinking of how much amal I have done throughout this month make me even sad. Tiba2 rasa marah kat diri sendiri sebab before masuk Ramadhan dah janji dgn diri sendiri kalau boleh nak khatam kan satu al-Quran, qiam kalau boleh nak buat tiap2 malam, but in the end Im still being the same old me . Sedih sangat! I thought Ive changed tapi tak. Sama je lagi. I thought Im now a better  person. Im not. Masih lagi dengan masalah lama, buat benda2 yang sgt wasting time plus tak mendatangkan apa2. Dosa lagi ada! *sigh* I came across Maria Elena's   new entry just now. She was saying something about how Muslimah nowadays, especially in Malaysia, are getting too busy chasing their dreams on who's becoming most fashionable, most trendy, most pretty. Most of them, including me, forget that a true Muslimah is the one who kn...

Whether Im simply too bored or I think about too much stuff lately, I dont know. But like it or not, I tend to be that emo kid you see in typical English movies with black eyeliner siting at the corner thinking everything in life suck. Yup thats me in this past few days. *Eh2 dramatik pulak engkau* Takde lah. Saje bikin cerita gempak. Tapi tu lah. Aku asek rasa nak menyumpah je lately. Tp dalam hati la. Sebab dalam hati tu la yang rasa lagi penat. Takde bahan nak disembur. Duk membara2 dalam hati je. Apekahhh?? Haihs Ok2 so here are a few tips for emo kids (like moi) out there on how to deal with your anger. Ala2 bukak kelas giteww.. 1 - Say nothing As simple as it sounds. When you speak with anger you will definitely aggregate the situation and worser you might hurt the feelings of others. Betul la kan. Cuba kalau time tu kau tengah berapi, agak2 apa yang keluar dari mulut tu. Tak ke macam mulut naga kan. Abeh kau bakor orang keliling. Orang yang bagi respon baik kat kita pun otoma...

The eyes cant see what the\mind cant see. Im in a super bad mood. Dont know why. Dont ask why. I guess today was just another bad day. Dont you dare think its the same like a bad hair day. Its incomparable. Its like worst-than-bad day. I just need to sleep it off.  -N-

LAMANYA TAK UPDAAAATTEEE!!! NAK EXAM ...... OK BYE!

Bercinta bagai nak rak! I bet everybody must've heard or told anyone about this. Dah lama tak bump into this sentence. It ran into my mind all of a sudden when I found out that someone I know broke up with her bf. I feel sorry for them though. But what else can we do kan if thats already part of what ALLAH had planned for us. Just take it positively kan. Im in my early 20s. Yes. Have I already reached that age where I need to think about marriage? That age yang orang berlumba2 nak kahwin, lumba2 nak tunang, lumba2 nak buat anak. Like seriouslyyyy??? I guess most people at my age are more mature nowadays. Thats why they end up settling down at such tender age kot. They already know what their life going to be like. I envy you people lah! Im not like that lagi kottt.. Maybe I think Im too young for all this. Well at least I feel young. Bhahaha. Actually, to think about it the religion way, memanglah bagus kan perkahwinan tu cause it menghalalkan perkara2 yang haram between two opp...

Namaskara. Just got back from class with an aching body all over. Yesterday we had an intercollege netball match. MaKSIMa - thats what they called it. Basically its an all-Malaysian event. They'd thrown a netball match for the girls and futsal for the guys. Hope it'll be an annual event for us people in Mangalore. Its great when you can mingle with everybody from other colleges. Despite that it was all fun and sun. Im all tanned over again now. I was pitch black after last December holiday. After God-knows-what whitening cream I spat on my face, now its a no-use-no-more. Im happy that Im 'bronze' now. Deyyum. Ok2 lets not make this sound like a diary or something. Drama happens all the time, am I right? Its just the matter of you know it is coming or not. Same goes to moi. I believe everybody had their times when they cant control whatever come out from their mouth. Like as if you were actually talking to yourself but accidentally it blurted out from your throat o...

Judgy mudgy little smudgy. Has anyone ever felt so tired of being judged at? Everytime you make a mistake, then someone would judge you stuff yang sometimes you feel like "Huh?? Ape hal pulak?" Im so sick of it! Let me give you an example. You know you're gonna be busy for the weekend with own stuff like, I dont know maybe beli stok2 makanan or what not kan, then suddenly your friends ask you out for picnic etc. Although you really wanted to go with them but you only got that day to shop your own stuff etc etc. You had to turn down their offer la kan. Then all of a sudden you dgr ada mulut2 puaka cakap "Ala dia tu konon je ada hal la apa padahal nanti bawak masuk laki dalam rumah" . Something like that la kan. Bengang jugak kan sedikit sebanyak when other people being a smart-ass over you. Im just saying sometimes we really need not to judge something or someone before you really know whats going on. Plus tak ke tu namanya buruk sangka kat orang? Kan dah be...

EXAM!  EXAM!   EXAM! (Why in the world does this hidious four-letter word exist??) First of all. I wasnt in the mood of updating my blog lately because of certain reasons. And I spent too much time doing   F . R . I . E . N . D . S reruns every now and then. I kinda like addicted to them since then. Dulu2 tak berapa follow sgt with the series. But now after more than a decade baru terhegeh2 repeat the series from Season 1! Second of all. Yeayyyyy!! -as that four-letter word starting to bug into my time(of watching more  F . R . I . E . N . D . S )  - I am proudly to announce Im turning to be a NERD !! Well maybe for the meantime. Idk. However early I started to revise for the exam, I ended up being average je. Kinda pissed me off everytime. Any good idea of studying for exam? *sigh* Third thing is, my brother's birthday is on this Sunday. It happened to be that my bestfriend, Na was also born on the same date as my brother. I sent him a parcel last week. Just...

Hahahaha ok tetiba je gila gelak sensorg kannn... Aku tergatal godek2 belog aku ni haa.. Maklumlah lom pakar lagi dgn benda alah ni. Member aku bilang nape x buleh nak tgk belog aku. Rupa2nya semalam aku gatai tangan g tukar blogspot address aku tu. Maka sesiapa yang berminat nak follow balik belog aku ni(pitam aku baca) silalah follow kembali from alamat kat bawah ni. Hik2 (gelak gedik siket)   http://sidianpunnakberblog.blogspot.com/

Jap tarik napas dalam2 jap. Fuhhh.. Fuhhh.. Fuuhhhhh!!! Haish memang bengang tul la duk sini! Orang2 keling ni memang suka ikut pale dia je agaknya. Memang patot la sumorg cakap auta kuat cam keling. Br aku tau mana dtg asal usul ayat tuh. Fak! Lagi2 kalo naik auto teksi roda tiga dorg tuh. Drebar dorg ni kekdg cm hanjs sket. Tak sume la tp kebarangkalian nak jumpa tu mmg cecah paras hidung laa.. Kuatnya la menipuuuuu... Tuhan je yg tau! Len kali aku bwk siap2 cabai dlm bag senang sket buat alat prtahankan diri(dr kena tipu). Buleh tak tolong paham auto ko tu ada meter. Pakai la meter tu bodoh! Ni sesedap taik gigi ko je nak sebut tambang bape ko suka kan! Tension nih! Tension! Td aku balik class dr Attavar nak g Empire Mall. Astaga sejemput je pun jaraknyer. Aku tegur dh pun kau suh pusing meter tu(almaklumlah sini meter zaman Tok Kadok lg x reti update pakai digital ke??) Pstu kau leh marah aku plak ngn bahasa keling ko. Kalo aku translate tu ada la bunyi dia cenggini "ko dia...