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2016-2017 : Im homebound after many,many years. So I got my transfer after almost 3 tahun aku kat Penang. Not to mention agak sedih untuk tinggalkan Png, but im also excited to finally live with my husband and jumpa my family selalu. Ye la kt Png semuanya mudah. Nk pegi kerja dekat, xyah pikir tol,minyak sgt, makan murah n sedap, kawan2 best, aktiviti2 best. But deep down I know my roots are back in KL, beside my husband n family. In the end aku mesti kena pulang kat depa. So bila balik SA dh tahu posting aku kt KPKD, aku bersyukur la. 1. Sbb tak jauh dgn Shah Alam, 2. Aku x kena campak kat hulu, Selangor ni besar wehh! Cuma terasa sikit la bila kena bgn awal2 pagi n duit minyak n makan tu. Haha well cmtu la kehidupan kan. I started out working kat KPTM which was so much fun. Stress free. Haha gituuu.. xde lah. Kerja mana yg x ada stress kan. Stress2 pn Im surrounded by supportive ppl. N they are fun to be around with. Friendly n suka makan2. Serius mmg menggemuk aku kat sana. Haha....

InshaAllah in October aku, Adib, baby n in laws’ family akan pergi menunaikan umrah. Have to start preparing myself mentally and emotionally utk ke sana. Plus nak belajar tips2 mcm mana nak bawa baby ke sana. Semoga Tuhan berkati urusan ibadah kami di sana nnt. Tuhan je yg tahu betapa teruja nya aku dijemput pergi ke rumahNya. Semoga perjalanan dari sini hingga selesai nanti semuanya dipermudahkan. Aaminn..

Allahuakbar! Tak semena2 aku rindu nak tulis kat blog ni. It has been 5 years since I last blogged! Bahahaha sgt lah byk benda dah jadi since 2013 till now. Aku dah jadi mak orang dah wehhh.. Gagagaga.. What makes me realised that I used to have a blog is this Cuti Kuarantin im taking right now(just so I remember the next time I read this post) Anak aku Doc diagnosed to be affected by HFMD(2018 kat Malaysia skrg tgh menular penyakit ni sampai ada budak yg mati 😔) so doc bagi cuti 7 hari. Which is lama gilaaaa aku byk benda kena buat kt klinik tu. But Alhamdulillah anak aku is getting better. Soooo... what happened since 2013? Here’s to recap my life events so that I remember when Im much older. Oh things are way ahead now, last time I remember I used to blog using my laptop. Now its much easier, everything org guna phone je. Well at least for me lah. Let it be anything. From sharing photos, cari resipi nak masak to online shopping, which I do quite often. Bahahaha 2013-2014 I gr...

Assalamualaikum wbt Ya Allah its been so long now. Ive changed, really. Hehe. Yet Im still the same person outside, maybe a lil bit better than before, inside. Kinda miss this blog a lil bit. Now I have to be active with a mission. A quest I cant really turn my head away. Agak besar amanah yang dipikul skrg! Waiceh ayattt.. Well whatever it is, I hope Allah will grant me hikmah and accept my effort on this quest/mission. Peace out  ^-^Y

Alhamdulillah.. Just got back from SEMPOI. A program organized by Malaysian Association from Manipal. Now tengah berehat2 lepas perut kenyang melantak at the camp before bergerak balik ke Mangalore. Gosh my English is so terrible kan? Depressed! (-_-')  Honestly, I must say, I didnt expect this program would be so inspirational to me in the first place. True. I wasnt that excited to come sbb tah la. Maybe I put negative thoughts that it would be so boring sbb datang dgr ceramah je. Pastu dengar orang cakap penceramah ni ustaz yang tulis buku femes jugaklah kat Malaysia. I was like okaaayy aku mesti tak kenal punya . Thats why it didnt excite me. And the most thing that I hate is to berLDK(Latihan Dalam Kumpulan). Tatau asal. Malas bercampur dgn orang kot.(There must be something wrong with me. Haihsss) But after this 2 and a half days I feel so bad cause of giving those bad thoughts to the program before it eved started. Memang aku ni ada masalah dalaman diri kot. T-T It ...

Okay2 before anybody starts reading this(eh ada ke?) just keep in mind that this post was meant to be posted about ages ago. Just for a simple fact that saya seorang yang malas utk update blog, tetapi masih keen untuk menulis juga. So please bare with me. Terima kasih. :) So Im back from my holidays. Seperti biasa I got all tanned up sebab gatal gi cuti time summer kan. But all in all this was among the best holiday Ive ever had, I must say. Tour around Europe, meet new people, enjoy new culture etc2.. Thought of having a sum up of all my trips. Harap bertenang. Our journey started from Mumbai to Paris which took about 10 hours including a transit in Zurich,Swiss. We took a midnight flight from Mumbai and reached Paris in the morning. Sampai je Paris around 9am local time lepak je kat airport CDG tu wait for our bus to London. Lucky we had our tickets all sort out before sampai so takde lah hal nak kena beli tiket dan2 jugak. Plus org2 kat France ni kelaka skit. Dorg cm pelik tgk or...

Lama tak tulis kat sini. Cuti dah seminggu berlalu. But I dont quite feel the fun..yet. Maybe Im missing home now and then. Maybe I shouldnt go for this EuroTrip Ive been planning since so long. Maybe I miss a few people. I dont know. There's a lot of maybes. Lucky I have my roomie, Anum here with me. Tak de la bosan sangat. Though Ive been minding my own business je the whole time. Malas nak kacau dia with my lousy self. Hehe. So here's what I do these past few days to kill my boredom. I wake up around 8-ish (kill me I really am a morning person!). Then I grab my novel (its Ahadiat Akashah's Lagenda Budak Setan - God! Idk how long Ive been trying to finish this one.. Jiwang sgt kot?) Then I guling2 a bit till I fall asleep again. Then maybe bangun again around 10. If Im rajin enough, I make my breakfast. But usually I dont. Makan terus for tengah hari. Then the rest of the day is filled with watching TV or movie from my hard disk or go online. Yadayadayada.. So basically...

LAMANYA TAK UPDAAAATTEEE!!! NAK EXAM ...... OK BYE!

Bercinta bagai nak rak! I bet everybody must've heard or told anyone about this. Dah lama tak bump into this sentence. It ran into my mind all of a sudden when I found out that someone I know broke up with her bf. I feel sorry for them though. But what else can we do kan if thats already part of what ALLAH had planned for us. Just take it positively kan. Im in my early 20s. Yes. Have I already reached that age where I need to think about marriage? That age yang orang berlumba2 nak kahwin, lumba2 nak tunang, lumba2 nak buat anak. Like seriouslyyyy??? I guess most people at my age are more mature nowadays. Thats why they end up settling down at such tender age kot. They already know what their life going to be like. I envy you people lah! Im not like that lagi kottt.. Maybe I think Im too young for all this. Well at least I feel young. Bhahaha. Actually, to think about it the religion way, memanglah bagus kan perkahwinan tu cause it menghalalkan perkara2 yang haram between two opp...

Namaskara. Just got back from class with an aching body all over. Yesterday we had an intercollege netball match. MaKSIMa - thats what they called it. Basically its an all-Malaysian event. They'd thrown a netball match for the girls and futsal for the guys. Hope it'll be an annual event for us people in Mangalore. Its great when you can mingle with everybody from other colleges. Despite that it was all fun and sun. Im all tanned over again now. I was pitch black after last December holiday. After God-knows-what whitening cream I spat on my face, now its a no-use-no-more. Im happy that Im 'bronze' now. Deyyum. Ok2 lets not make this sound like a diary or something. Drama happens all the time, am I right? Its just the matter of you know it is coming or not. Same goes to moi. I believe everybody had their times when they cant control whatever come out from their mouth. Like as if you were actually talking to yourself but accidentally it blurted out from your throat o...

Judgy mudgy little smudgy. Has anyone ever felt so tired of being judged at? Everytime you make a mistake, then someone would judge you stuff yang sometimes you feel like "Huh?? Ape hal pulak?" Im so sick of it! Let me give you an example. You know you're gonna be busy for the weekend with own stuff like, I dont know maybe beli stok2 makanan or what not kan, then suddenly your friends ask you out for picnic etc. Although you really wanted to go with them but you only got that day to shop your own stuff etc etc. You had to turn down their offer la kan. Then all of a sudden you dgr ada mulut2 puaka cakap "Ala dia tu konon je ada hal la apa padahal nanti bawak masuk laki dalam rumah" . Something like that la kan. Bengang jugak kan sedikit sebanyak when other people being a smart-ass over you. Im just saying sometimes we really need not to judge something or someone before you really know whats going on. Plus tak ke tu namanya buruk sangka kat orang? Kan dah be...

Alhamdulillah.. Emosi kian stabil. Harap this decision I made will pay off at the end of the day. Im praying to Allah that He will give me strength to handle this. Ya Allah Kau permudahkanlah perjalanan hidupku. Kau berikanlah aku peluang untuk menghirup nafas baru. Bantulah aku dalam membuat pilihan. Amin.

Theres something about me that really pissed me off lately. Im a stubborn cold-hearted person ever live! Im blessed with so many people who are genuinely care & love me. But yet Im still stubborn in my own way. Theres something so dark inside of me that keeps rejecting anything, in fact, EVERYTHING, that other people said that is opposite to what Im thinking. I should've taken it in a positive way but then, this stupid me will always say the other way round. Im so fucked up. I so hope I can just throw this piece of me far away. I need help.

Hari ini hari bersejarah! Satu kejadian pembunuhan beramai2 telah berlaku malam td tanpa aku sedari. Suspek utama sudah pun dikenal pasti. Beliau sungguh bangga sekali mengaku beliaulah pembunuh terhebat alam fana ni! Aku ler tuuu.. Muahahahaha! Ok abes. Aish mende ko merepek ni labuuuu?? Seperti biasalah bila sampai musim ekjem ni aku mmg gemar bgn awal pagi. Study katanya... Maka nk kasik aku hilang ngantok aku pn mula la cari pape nk mengunyah. Terus teringat biskut Mcvities peberet mak sejak azali(sbb buat aku senang berak) kat dapur. Sekeluarnya aku dr bilik kelihatan bergelimpangan mayat2 lipas di sana sini. Pada mulanya aku mmg musykil sekali lantas berfikir hari ni hari apakah sampai semua lipas2 di bumi ni nk meninggal pula. Aku musykil sampai aku bertindak utk lari ke dapur, selamatkan biskut peberet guwe lalu berlari semula ke bilik lalu mengunci rapat pintu.  Pikir punya pikir br aku teringat yg malam td before tidur aku ada g wat milo. Selalu aku mmg simpan seg...

Jap tarik napas dalam2 jap. Fuhhh.. Fuhhh.. Fuuhhhhh!!! Haish memang bengang tul la duk sini! Orang2 keling ni memang suka ikut pale dia je agaknya. Memang patot la sumorg cakap auta kuat cam keling. Br aku tau mana dtg asal usul ayat tuh. Fak! Lagi2 kalo naik auto teksi roda tiga dorg tuh. Drebar dorg ni kekdg cm hanjs sket. Tak sume la tp kebarangkalian nak jumpa tu mmg cecah paras hidung laa.. Kuatnya la menipuuuuu... Tuhan je yg tau! Len kali aku bwk siap2 cabai dlm bag senang sket buat alat prtahankan diri(dr kena tipu). Buleh tak tolong paham auto ko tu ada meter. Pakai la meter tu bodoh! Ni sesedap taik gigi ko je nak sebut tambang bape ko suka kan! Tension nih! Tension! Td aku balik class dr Attavar nak g Empire Mall. Astaga sejemput je pun jaraknyer. Aku tegur dh pun kau suh pusing meter tu(almaklumlah sini meter zaman Tok Kadok lg x reti update pakai digital ke??) Pstu kau leh marah aku plak ngn bahasa keling ko. Kalo aku translate tu ada la bunyi dia cenggini "ko dia...

Jello! Jello! Tak la berapa pagi sangat pun nak rise & shine tu. But Im in the mood of writing so back off. Start my day at 9am(or so). Went to the kitchen planning to make myself pancakes sekali flour yg nak buat pancake tu dah rosak. Tah ulat apa tah duduk menetap kat dalam tepung which kinda gross oso so I decided to throw it away. Darn you ulat! So next thing I saw was my hampir-expired roti. Alang2 lagi bape hari je nk berkulat abeskan je la. Yup I made a sandwich out of it. LOL cm apa pulak cakap pasal breakfast. Anyways Im busying my butt off watching a few rounds of Grey's Anatomy now before I finally hit the books. Ada viva woi tomolo! Tak sedar2 diri lagi exam tak abes lagi. Dem. Ok then gotta go finish up my Grey's. McDreamy is waiting for me. Muahaha. Toodles~

A very good day. Putting on a very good smile. Ive been planning to make my own blog since so long. And voila~ today's the day! I'll try to update as much as I can. And as you know Im very new here so I gotta brush up my writing skills. All the best for me in that. Lets get started!