Im sooo 2thousand-late-teen

Allahuakbar! Tak semena2 aku rindu nak tulis kat blog ni. It has been 5 years since I last blogged! Bahahaha sgt lah byk benda dah jadi since 2013 till now. Aku dah jadi mak orang dah wehhh.. Gagagaga.. What makes me realised that I used to have a blog is this Cuti Kuarantin im taking right now(just so I remember the next time I read this post) Anak aku Doc diagnosed to be affected by HFMD(2018 kat Malaysia skrg tgh menular penyakit ni sampai ada budak yg mati 😔) so doc bagi cuti 7 hari. Which is lama gilaaaa aku byk benda kena buat kt klinik tu. But Alhamdulillah anak aku is getting better.

Soooo... what happened since 2013? Here’s to recap my life events so that I remember when Im much older. Oh things are way ahead now, last time I remember I used to blog using my laptop. Now its much easier, everything org guna phone je. Well at least for me lah. Let it be anything. From sharing photos, cari resipi nak masak to online shopping, which I do quite often. Bahahaha

2013-2014
I graduated from dental school in August 2013 maybe. Kitorg buat internship kat kolej before balik for good tu. Aku balik Malaysia October. Then aku menganggur je. Mmg sengaja tak nak pergi report kt JPA n SPA bgtahu dah balik Malaysia. Kononnya nak bg puas menganggur dulu sebelum kerja. Last2 bila terasa duit makin menipis baru ada kesedaran kena bekerja. Haha. So bermulalah alam dewasa aku sebagai org bekerjaya pd 10 Mac 2014. Masa pergi PTM kt Hotel Midah, KL time tu Malaysia tgh kecoh psl kes MH370 hilang. By the end of PTM all of us dah tahu dh placement posting masing2. I got Penang, which was not at all dalam aku pny list of choice. Try lah jgk appeal mntk tukar Selangor(alasan tak boleh blah nak bertunang so nak senang urusan preparation-mmg tak lah kena layan kannn!X ada plan bertunang pn lg masa tu 😅) Sis redha je la. Penang pun Penang lahh.. 

2014-2015
My very first real job(kerja part time lepas SPM doesn’t count) was kat KP Bayan Lepas. Where I learnt a lot and the place which makes me love my job until today. I mingled around a lot with so many people who later turns out to be real friends. Aku menumpang rumah Cho n his family awal2 tu. Yela masa tu mana ada gaji lg. Harap duit simpanan sendiri (aka ihsan makpak) je la. Dlm sebulan dia jgk lah before I moved out from their house. Aku jd bestfren gila dgn Qiqi(Abg Wan’s son) sejak kt sana. Mana tak masa aku mula kerja sana dia br umur sebulan. Celik2 mata mmg kenal lah Mokde dia. Haha. Aku pindah luar renting kat apartment blkg klinik aku. Dr situlah aku kenal Kak Lia n the gang. Futsolley we call ourselves. Hahaha. Syok kawan dgn depa ni sbb depa lah yg ajar aku aktiviti2 yg aku x pernah buat before. Mcm futsal, hiking, memancing. Best la diorg. Best part is they all are of all sorts of background. Engineer, insurance, bank, kilang, lecturer etc. N diorg tak lokek ilmu n senangggg sgtttt nak mintak apa2 pertolongan. I love them all to bits! Not to forget kawan2 India aku yg sama2 kerja Penang. Like Tiqah, Scd.. Rindu nya zaman muda remaja dgn diorg! By November 2015 tu aku go engaged to the only love of my life, Muhammad Adib Hamzah. It took us about 7 years before we move to our next step. Hehe. Masa ni syok jgk la kwn2 Penang aku byk tolong masa nak prepare for my engagement. Ye lah aku kan PJJ sokmo dr zaman belajor dulu.

2015-2016
Still in Penang. I got married on March 18th, 2016. Bermulalah kehidupan aku sbg seorang isteri(yg masih PJJ lg masa ni). Before that sometg bad happened in my family late 2015 which Im not proud of. It affects my life so much it makes me look at life differently. Wahh gitu. Maksud aku, aku lebih observant dan belajar untuk appreciate everyone in life a bit more. Oh and life after married is super awesome. Sbb I finally can call my other half SOMI! Haaa kn best gitu bila sembang2 cerita “suami saya...”, “oh my husband..”. Haha tak delah. Best la its like selama ni kau hidup rasa mcm kau in charge of everything in yr life. Penat jgk nak buat decision utk diri sendiri. Kdg2 tak tahu pn apa kau buat tu betul ke tak until something bad happened. Bila dah kahwin ni kau byk berbincang n tanya pendapat your other half. So sikit sebyk membantu la kau dr buat benda bodoh. N it feels awesome when you have someone who looks after you. Lain tahu perasaan dia dr zaman couple2 tu. So lps kahwin aku isi borang for transfer back to Selangor. I got pregnant later that year. But Tuhan lebih sayangkan dia. We already got him a name pun. Rumi Ziyad. Haha aku pandai je bajet dia laki. We lost him when he was just 10 weeks. Aku bersyukur Tuhan bg jgk kesempatan utk aku merasa yg badan aku mampu produce baby. Alhamdulillah. Mmg aturan Tuhan tu yg terbaik. Ekceli masa aku 8weeks lg doc private tu kata x nampak heartbeat baby, “Baby ni tak jadi ni. Kita cuci je lah”. Yuppp thats her words. Mana aku x nangis! Heh. Few weeks later aku dpt result of transfer. Alhamdulillah dpt lepas missed satu meeting transfer kt Ptjaya tu. So Adib dtg la Penang to help me out with packing. Tuhan dah atur elok jalan cerita kitorg, I started bleeding the next day tu. But aku gigihkn jgk bw Adib ronda2. Yela kan hari2 terakherrr kat Penang. Malam tu dinner dgn Abg Wan, Kak Anor n Qiqi. I still had bleeding so aku bgtahu kt depa. Terus depa bawak pergi emergency kt GH. Bila check2 still ada sac so doc suspect missed miscarriage. So dia suruh balik je la dulu. So the next day tu gigih lg pergi Sg Petani pulak jumpa Tok2 sedara aku kat sana nak babai depa sbb dah nak balik Selangor kennn... Then i had massive cramps followed by bleeding yg ada clot tu. Huhu. So We rushed back to GH Penang. Doc scan mmg dh xde sac. So mmg betul2 dah miscarried. Time tu aku x nangis sgt dah. More like dh redha. Next morning tu I had D&C done under GA. Sat je procedure tu. By pm aku dh discharged. Aku ingat lg next day tu 16 Nov. Tarikh aku kena lapor diri. So sblm discharge sambil2 tunggu Adib settlekan discharge form aku, aku call JKN Selangor bgtahu yg aku maybe tak dpt dtg due to my condition. Dgn harapan suruh diorg save me a clinic yg dkt dgn Shah Alam. Sbb aku mmg balik Selangor akan menetap kat my in laws’. So dh discharge kitorg balik apartment n Adib took care of everything. Kemaskan brg aku n load dalam kereta. What did I do in life to deserve this man. Dia berpenatan n berisauan(is that even a word) utk aku. Huhu. So malam tu around 11pm kitorg bertolak balik Shah Alam. Aku ingat lg aku mmg tak larat sgt so most of the time aku tidur. Sampai kat R&R mana tah Adib dh x larat so he tidur jgk. Bila sambung perjalanan masa tu hujan lebat selebat2nya. Huhu kesiannya somi aku masa tu. Sampai SA dlm 6am. Dtg pulak kepala angin aku nak jgk pergi lapor diri sbb nak jgk tahu klinik mana aku dpt. Takut diorg campak aku kat hulu2. So aku pn pergi la lapor diri dgn pakaian org berpantang. Huuuu.. Gasaklah janji aku cuba dptkan klinik yg aku nak. In the end aku dpt la post kt KP Kota Damansara under unit Perio. Oh KD masa tu x wujud lg so aku kerja temporarily kat KP Taman Medan yg best ituhh.. Haha best kenal org2 KPTM sbb diorg semua sporting. Dr YM sampai la ke driver. Rindu jgk diorg tu.


To be continued...

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