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Interlude: Lillebaby Complete Airflow Carrier

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I invested on this one. Cant wait to try it out! Cant wait to get back to hiking! Cant wait to bring Laila close to nature and teach her to be a nature lover! Mesh lining making it soooo breathable, lightweight and suitable for outdoor activities. Major love!

Nur Laila Malaiqa

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Puteri sulungku, Jauh dari sangkaan ibu dapat lahirkan kamu, Kiraan doktor tentang kelahiran mu tepat, Ibu kandungkan kamu 9 bulan bulat, Sedari itu ibu tahu kamu akan menjadi seorang yang “janji”nya boleh dipegang erat. Sayang ibu, Lahirnya kamu mengubati kesedihan hatiku, Takdir Ilahi lebih menyayangi sang abangmu, Tatkala rupa parasnya belum sempat ibu kenali, Jauh di sudut hati ibu yakini itulah abang Rumi. Manja ibu, Membesarlah anakku menjadi bidadari indah, Yang sering dirindui Maha Pemurah, Seperti yang terpahat dalam namamu, Dirindui untuk bersujud pada Yang Satu. Ketenanganku, Bukalah mata hati dan fikiranmu, Agar tak mudah dimomok oleh si kaku, Biar yang samar bertukar menjadi terang, Yang terang terus menjadi tenang. Kekuatanku, Jangan simpan takut dalam kalbu, Lihatlah kelembutan dalam ketegasan ayahmu, Rasailah kasih sayang dalam tunjuk ajar ibumu, Dunia ini biarkan ada di tanganmu, bukan di hatimu. Semangatku, Kejarilah apa yang kau citakan...

Im sooo 2thousand-late-teen: Part 2

2016-2017 : Im homebound after many,many years. So I got my transfer after almost 3 tahun aku kat Penang. Not to mention agak sedih untuk tinggalkan Png, but im also excited to finally live with my husband and jumpa my family selalu. Ye la kt Png semuanya mudah. Nk pegi kerja dekat, xyah pikir tol,minyak sgt, makan murah n sedap, kawan2 best, aktiviti2 best. But deep down I know my roots are back in KL, beside my husband n family. In the end aku mesti kena pulang kat depa. So bila balik SA dh tahu posting aku kt KPKD, aku bersyukur la. 1. Sbb tak jauh dgn Shah Alam, 2. Aku x kena campak kat hulu, Selangor ni besar wehh! Cuma terasa sikit la bila kena bgn awal2 pagi n duit minyak n makan tu. Haha well cmtu la kehidupan kan. I started out working kat KPTM which was so much fun. Stress free. Haha gituuu.. xde lah. Kerja mana yg x ada stress kan. Stress2 pn Im surrounded by supportive ppl. N they are fun to be around with. Friendly n suka makan2. Serius mmg menggemuk aku kat sana. Haha....

Interlude: Umrah 2018

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InshaAllah in October aku, Adib, baby n in laws’ family akan pergi menunaikan umrah. Have to start preparing myself mentally and emotionally utk ke sana. Plus nak belajar tips2 mcm mana nak bawa baby ke sana. Semoga Tuhan berkati urusan ibadah kami di sana nnt. Tuhan je yg tahu betapa teruja nya aku dijemput pergi ke rumahNya. Semoga perjalanan dari sini hingga selesai nanti semuanya dipermudahkan. Aaminn..

Im sooo 2thousand-late-teen

Allahuakbar! Tak semena2 aku rindu nak tulis kat blog ni. It has been 5 years since I last blogged! Bahahaha sgt lah byk benda dah jadi since 2013 till now. Aku dah jadi mak orang dah wehhh.. Gagagaga.. What makes me realised that I used to have a blog is this Cuti Kuarantin im taking right now(just so I remember the next time I read this post) Anak aku Doc diagnosed to be affected by HFMD(2018 kat Malaysia skrg tgh menular penyakit ni sampai ada budak yg mati 😔) so doc bagi cuti 7 hari. Which is lama gilaaaa aku byk benda kena buat kt klinik tu. But Alhamdulillah anak aku is getting better. Soooo... what happened since 2013? Here’s to recap my life events so that I remember when Im much older. Oh things are way ahead now, last time I remember I used to blog using my laptop. Now its much easier, everything org guna phone je. Well at least for me lah. Let it be anything. From sharing photos, cari resipi nak masak to online shopping, which I do quite often. Bahahaha 2013-2014 I gr...

Hati sakit

Assalamualaikum wbt, How much do we submit ourselves to our Lord? Sejak habis usrah happy-3-friends hari tu asek terngiang-ngiang je soalan ni dalam kotak fikiran ni. Sirah pasal Sumayyah yang imannya mantap sampai jadi Muslim pertama yg syahid, nobody can top her! Macam mana dia mula peluk Islam hanya dengan mendengar 7 ayat pertama dalam surah al-Mudassir and al-Falaq. Just that! She submitted her entire soul to Allah. The whole Quran dah pun been brought down to us tapi tahap mana je submission kita kat Dia. Sentapz sgt! Ok2 tu selingan je baru. Just pouring out what has been roaming around my mind lately. Sometimes we came across words yang carry almost the same meaning, but actually there are some differences in the actual meaning. Contohnya macam perkataan bangga, riak & ujub.  They all maksud hampir nak sama tapi all has a slight different definition kan? In our happy-3-friends session last Monday, we were discussing about al-Falaq(nah! Sbb tu la intro tadi ...

A promise

"Can you make me a promise?" "Apa dia,ba?" "When mama & me no longer here, dont ever treat your siblings bad okay? Kesian kat diorang nanti" And so I made a promise to my baba. From now on I promise I'll make them happy and proud for the rest of my life. No child ever wants to see his/her parents suffer. p/s: I HATE YOU DISGUSTING PEOPLE!!

My GOD! Im still alive!

Assalamualaikum wbt Ya Allah its been so long now. Ive changed, really. Hehe. Yet Im still the same person outside, maybe a lil bit better than before, inside. Kinda miss this blog a lil bit. Now I have to be active with a mission. A quest I cant really turn my head away. Agak besar amanah yang dipikul skrg! Waiceh ayattt.. Well whatever it is, I hope Allah will grant me hikmah and accept my effort on this quest/mission. Peace out  ^-^Y

My productive weekend

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Alhamdulillah.. Just got back from SEMPOI. A program organized by Malaysian Association from Manipal. Now tengah berehat2 lepas perut kenyang melantak at the camp before bergerak balik ke Mangalore. Gosh my English is so terrible kan? Depressed! (-_-')  Honestly, I must say, I didnt expect this program would be so inspirational to me in the first place. True. I wasnt that excited to come sbb tah la. Maybe I put negative thoughts that it would be so boring sbb datang dgr ceramah je. Pastu dengar orang cakap penceramah ni ustaz yang tulis buku femes jugaklah kat Malaysia. I was like okaaayy aku mesti tak kenal punya . Thats why it didnt excite me. And the most thing that I hate is to berLDK(Latihan Dalam Kumpulan). Tatau asal. Malas bercampur dgn orang kot.(There must be something wrong with me. Haihsss) But after this 2 and a half days I feel so bad cause of giving those bad thoughts to the program before it eved started. Memang aku ni ada masalah dalaman diri kot. T-T It ...

Same old same old

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Waaahhh!! Pejam celik pejam celik tinggal berapa hari je lagi nak habis Ramadhan ni. It is pretty sad that this holy month will soon gonna leave us behind. Thinking of how much amal I have done throughout this month make me even sad. Tiba2 rasa marah kat diri sendiri sebab before masuk Ramadhan dah janji dgn diri sendiri kalau boleh nak khatam kan satu al-Quran, qiam kalau boleh nak buat tiap2 malam, but in the end Im still being the same old me . Sedih sangat! I thought Ive changed tapi tak. Sama je lagi. I thought Im now a better  person. Im not. Masih lagi dengan masalah lama, buat benda2 yang sgt wasting time plus tak mendatangkan apa2. Dosa lagi ada! *sigh* I came across Maria Elena's   new entry just now. She was saying something about how Muslimah nowadays, especially in Malaysia, are getting too busy chasing their dreams on who's becoming most fashionable, most trendy, most pretty. Most of them, including me, forget that a true Muslimah is the one who kn...

London and I

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Okay2 before anybody starts reading this(eh ada ke?) just keep in mind that this post was meant to be posted about ages ago. Just for a simple fact that saya seorang yang malas utk update blog, tetapi masih keen untuk menulis juga. So please bare with me. Terima kasih. :) So Im back from my holidays. Seperti biasa I got all tanned up sebab gatal gi cuti time summer kan. But all in all this was among the best holiday Ive ever had, I must say. Tour around Europe, meet new people, enjoy new culture etc2.. Thought of having a sum up of all my trips. Harap bertenang. Our journey started from Mumbai to Paris which took about 10 hours including a transit in Zurich,Swiss. We took a midnight flight from Mumbai and reached Paris in the morning. Sampai je Paris around 9am local time lepak je kat airport CDG tu wait for our bus to London. Lucky we had our tickets all sort out before sampai so takde lah hal nak kena beli tiket dan2 jugak. Plus org2 kat France ni kelaka skit. Dorg cm pelik tgk or...

Juli

Lama tak tulis kat sini. Cuti dah seminggu berlalu. But I dont quite feel the fun..yet. Maybe Im missing home now and then. Maybe I shouldnt go for this EuroTrip Ive been planning since so long. Maybe I miss a few people. I dont know. There's a lot of maybes. Lucky I have my roomie, Anum here with me. Tak de la bosan sangat. Though Ive been minding my own business je the whole time. Malas nak kacau dia with my lousy self. Hehe. So here's what I do these past few days to kill my boredom. I wake up around 8-ish (kill me I really am a morning person!). Then I grab my novel (its Ahadiat Akashah's Lagenda Budak Setan - God! Idk how long Ive been trying to finish this one.. Jiwang sgt kot?) Then I guling2 a bit till I fall asleep again. Then maybe bangun again around 10. If Im rajin enough, I make my breakfast. But usually I dont. Makan terus for tengah hari. Then the rest of the day is filled with watching TV or movie from my hard disk or go online. Yadayadayada.. So basically...

Anger management 101

Whether Im simply too bored or I think about too much stuff lately, I dont know. But like it or not, I tend to be that emo kid you see in typical English movies with black eyeliner siting at the corner thinking everything in life suck. Yup thats me in this past few days. *Eh2 dramatik pulak engkau* Takde lah. Saje bikin cerita gempak. Tapi tu lah. Aku asek rasa nak menyumpah je lately. Tp dalam hati la. Sebab dalam hati tu la yang rasa lagi penat. Takde bahan nak disembur. Duk membara2 dalam hati je. Apekahhh?? Haihs Ok2 so here are a few tips for emo kids (like moi) out there on how to deal with your anger. Ala2 bukak kelas giteww.. 1 - Say nothing As simple as it sounds. When you speak with anger you will definitely aggregate the situation and worser you might hurt the feelings of others. Betul la kan. Cuba kalau time tu kau tengah berapi, agak2 apa yang keluar dari mulut tu. Tak ke macam mulut naga kan. Abeh kau bakor orang keliling. Orang yang bagi respon baik kat kita pun otoma...
The eyes cant see what the\mind cant see. Im in a super bad mood. Dont know why. Dont ask why. I guess today was just another bad day. Dont you dare think its the same like a bad hair day. Its incomparable. Its like worst-than-bad day. I just need to sleep it off.  -N-

Merapu dan what not.

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"Exam is over baby!!" Oh how much I wish I could say that. Well, Im done with my theory papers though. Final examnya belum lagi dongg.. Kadang2 I have a sick assumption. Bila paper theory abes je terus perasan cam dah abes semua! Padahal.. macam hebat sangat je kan nak pegi practicals without studying. Haizz. Biasa la tu kan.  OKKKAAAYYY I know Im not that type of yang suka update my blog. I wish I was. But Im not. But I hope I will. But now I suddenly miss this blog. Dulu2 penah berangan nak rajin menulis. But tah la. Im just too lazy. Or maybe there's nothing drive me to write kot. Aiyaarrkk. How to start ek.. Okay. First offol.. Im almost done with my 3rd BDS (insyaAllah). Yada2.. Tak abes dgn exam. But hell yeah! Thats my priority now pun kan. So waddaheck. Im kinda excited though thinking that Wow 3 down, 2 more to go yaww! There's this kind of rumour spreading around that India dental council is now considering to make 4+1 course like the previous batches. Li...

Homagad my 3rd year is heading to an end. YEAY!

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LAMANYA TAK UPDAAAATTEEE!!! NAK EXAM ...... OK BYE!

Bila bosan dan (sedikit) rindu

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Being far apart from your loved one SUCK! So me & Bipbip have this sort of to-do list of whatever things that cross our minds. These are a few of them.. 1. Fly a kite 2. Picnic by the river 3. Take Milly for a walk 4. Learn how to eat TAPAI (since me no likey this thing) 5. Bicycle riding 6. Disco skating  7. Go trekking on Broga. 8. Lomentik anniversary dinner *kurr3* (Sila abaikan gambar kerana empunya badan teramat kuatlah berangan tidak mungkin akan berlaku) ...and the list go on and on. Until then. Toodles~

Sizzler Ranch

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Ini adalah salah satu tempat where me and Hibari suka 'memakankan' diri di Mangalore ni. Asal tanya 'OK geng malam ni nak makan mana?', maka secara otomatisnya one of us pasti akan memberi idea bernas 'Jom Sizzler! Dah lama kita tak makan sana' - walhal baru je Jumaat lepas pekena Chicken Satellite dekat sana! Brrrr~ itulah kami. Sangat mencintakan Sizzler Ranch ni. HAHA. Maybe sebab kadang2 tu dah muak makan nasik kot. Kadang2 tu masing2 semua perasan tekak omputih tu yang nk pekena steak pulak tu kot.. And almost everytime kami pegi sana, kami akan camwhore. Buat tempat tu macam sendiri yang punya! We even call it 'Hibari episode @ Sizzler Ranch'. Tah hape kesengalan la kan kawan2 aku ni. Aihh. Sebenarnya malam ni pun ktorg nak pegi makan sana lagi. Sebab hari tu aku & Asma temankan Kak Ila & Kak Wanie makan kat sana. And I did upload pics dekat sana. Time tu pulak si Zati kena chicken pox. Meleleh air liur mak cik tu tengok ktorg makan sana....