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Alhamdulillah.. Just got back from SEMPOI. A program organized by Malaysian Association from Manipal. Now tengah berehat2 lepas perut kenyang melantak at the camp before bergerak balik ke Mangalore. Gosh my English is so terrible kan? Depressed! (-_-')  Honestly, I must say, I didnt expect this program would be so inspirational to me in the first place. True. I wasnt that excited to come sbb tah la. Maybe I put negative thoughts that it would be so boring sbb datang dgr ceramah je. Pastu dengar orang cakap penceramah ni ustaz yang tulis buku femes jugaklah kat Malaysia. I was like okaaayy aku mesti tak kenal punya . Thats why it didnt excite me. And the most thing that I hate is to berLDK(Latihan Dalam Kumpulan). Tatau asal. Malas bercampur dgn orang kot.(There must be something wrong with me. Haihsss) But after this 2 and a half days I feel so bad cause of giving those bad thoughts to the program before it eved started. Memang aku ni ada masalah dalaman diri kot. T-T It

Waaahhh!! Pejam celik pejam celik tinggal berapa hari je lagi nak habis Ramadhan ni. It is pretty sad that this holy month will soon gonna leave us behind. Thinking of how much amal I have done throughout this month make me even sad. Tiba2 rasa marah kat diri sendiri sebab before masuk Ramadhan dah janji dgn diri sendiri kalau boleh nak khatam kan satu al-Quran, qiam kalau boleh nak buat tiap2 malam, but in the end Im still being the same old me . Sedih sangat! I thought Ive changed tapi tak. Sama je lagi. I thought Im now a better  person. Im not. Masih lagi dengan masalah lama, buat benda2 yang sgt wasting time plus tak mendatangkan apa2. Dosa lagi ada! *sigh* I came across Maria Elena's   new entry just now. She was saying something about how Muslimah nowadays, especially in Malaysia, are getting too busy chasing their dreams on who's becoming most fashionable, most trendy, most pretty. Most of them, including me, forget that a true Muslimah is the one who knows ho

Okay2 before anybody starts reading this(eh ada ke?) just keep in mind that this post was meant to be posted about ages ago. Just for a simple fact that saya seorang yang malas utk update blog, tetapi masih keen untuk menulis juga. So please bare with me. Terima kasih. :) So Im back from my holidays. Seperti biasa I got all tanned up sebab gatal gi cuti time summer kan. But all in all this was among the best holiday Ive ever had, I must say. Tour around Europe, meet new people, enjoy new culture etc2.. Thought of having a sum up of all my trips. Harap bertenang. Our journey started from Mumbai to Paris which took about 10 hours including a transit in Zurich,Swiss. We took a midnight flight from Mumbai and reached Paris in the morning. Sampai je Paris around 9am local time lepak je kat airport CDG tu wait for our bus to London. Lucky we had our tickets all sort out before sampai so takde lah hal nak kena beli tiket dan2 jugak. Plus org2 kat France ni kelaka skit. Dorg cm pelik tgk or

Lama tak tulis kat sini. Cuti dah seminggu berlalu. But I dont quite feel the fun..yet. Maybe Im missing home now and then. Maybe I shouldnt go for this EuroTrip Ive been planning since so long. Maybe I miss a few people. I dont know. There's a lot of maybes. Lucky I have my roomie, Anum here with me. Tak de la bosan sangat. Though Ive been minding my own business je the whole time. Malas nak kacau dia with my lousy self. Hehe. So here's what I do these past few days to kill my boredom. I wake up around 8-ish (kill me I really am a morning person!). Then I grab my novel (its Ahadiat Akashah's Lagenda Budak Setan - God! Idk how long Ive been trying to finish this one.. Jiwang sgt kot?) Then I guling2 a bit till I fall asleep again. Then maybe bangun again around 10. If Im rajin enough, I make my breakfast. But usually I dont. Makan terus for tengah hari. Then the rest of the day is filled with watching TV or movie from my hard disk or go online. Yadayadayada.. So basically

Whether Im simply too bored or I think about too much stuff lately, I dont know. But like it or not, I tend to be that emo kid you see in typical English movies with black eyeliner siting at the corner thinking everything in life suck. Yup thats me in this past few days. *Eh2 dramatik pulak engkau* Takde lah. Saje bikin cerita gempak. Tapi tu lah. Aku asek rasa nak menyumpah je lately. Tp dalam hati la. Sebab dalam hati tu la yang rasa lagi penat. Takde bahan nak disembur. Duk membara2 dalam hati je. Apekahhh?? Haihs Ok2 so here are a few tips for emo kids (like moi) out there on how to deal with your anger. Ala2 bukak kelas giteww.. 1 - Say nothing As simple as it sounds. When you speak with anger you will definitely aggregate the situation and worser you might hurt the feelings of others. Betul la kan. Cuba kalau time tu kau tengah berapi, agak2 apa yang keluar dari mulut tu. Tak ke macam mulut naga kan. Abeh kau bakor orang keliling. Orang yang bagi respon baik kat kita pun otoma

The eyes cant see what the\mind cant see. Im in a super bad mood. Dont know why. Dont ask why. I guess today was just another bad day. Dont you dare think its the same like a bad hair day. Its incomparable. Its like worst-than-bad day. I just need to sleep it off.  -N-

"Exam is over baby!!" Oh how much I wish I could say that. Well, Im done with my theory papers though. Final examnya belum lagi dongg.. Kadang2 I have a sick assumption. Bila paper theory abes je terus perasan cam dah abes semua! Padahal.. macam hebat sangat je kan nak pegi practicals without studying. Haizz. Biasa la tu kan.  OKKKAAAYYY I know Im not that type of yang suka update my blog. I wish I was. But Im not. But I hope I will. But now I suddenly miss this blog. Dulu2 penah berangan nak rajin menulis. But tah la. Im just too lazy. Or maybe there's nothing drive me to write kot. Aiyaarrkk. How to start ek.. Okay. First offol.. Im almost done with my 3rd BDS (insyaAllah). Yada2.. Tak abes dgn exam. But hell yeah! Thats my priority now pun kan. So waddaheck. Im kinda excited though thinking that Wow 3 down, 2 more to go yaww! There's this kind of rumour spreading around that India dental council is now considering to make 4+1 course like the previous batches. Li

LAMANYA TAK UPDAAAATTEEE!!! NAK EXAM ...... OK BYE!

Being far apart from your loved one SUCK! So me & Bipbip have this sort of to-do list of whatever things that cross our minds. These are a few of them.. 1. Fly a kite 2. Picnic by the river 3. Take Milly for a walk 4. Learn how to eat TAPAI (since me no likey this thing) 5. Bicycle riding 6. Disco skating  7. Go trekking on Broga. 8. Lomentik anniversary dinner *kurr3* (Sila abaikan gambar kerana empunya badan teramat kuatlah berangan tidak mungkin akan berlaku) ...and the list go on and on. Until then. Toodles~

Ini adalah salah satu tempat where me and Hibari suka 'memakankan' diri di Mangalore ni. Asal tanya 'OK geng malam ni nak makan mana?', maka secara otomatisnya one of us pasti akan memberi idea bernas 'Jom Sizzler! Dah lama kita tak makan sana' - walhal baru je Jumaat lepas pekena Chicken Satellite dekat sana! Brrrr~ itulah kami. Sangat mencintakan Sizzler Ranch ni. HAHA. Maybe sebab kadang2 tu dah muak makan nasik kot. Kadang2 tu masing2 semua perasan tekak omputih tu yang nk pekena steak pulak tu kot.. And almost everytime kami pegi sana, kami akan camwhore. Buat tempat tu macam sendiri yang punya! We even call it 'Hibari episode @ Sizzler Ranch'. Tah hape kesengalan la kan kawan2 aku ni. Aihh. Sebenarnya malam ni pun ktorg nak pegi makan sana lagi. Sebab hari tu aku & Asma temankan Kak Ila & Kak Wanie makan kat sana. And I did upload pics dekat sana. Time tu pulak si Zati kena chicken pox. Meleleh air liur mak cik tu tengok ktorg makan sana.

Bercinta bagai nak rak! I bet everybody must've heard or told anyone about this. Dah lama tak bump into this sentence. It ran into my mind all of a sudden when I found out that someone I know broke up with her bf. I feel sorry for them though. But what else can we do kan if thats already part of what ALLAH had planned for us. Just take it positively kan. Im in my early 20s. Yes. Have I already reached that age where I need to think about marriage? That age yang orang berlumba2 nak kahwin, lumba2 nak tunang, lumba2 nak buat anak. Like seriouslyyyy??? I guess most people at my age are more mature nowadays. Thats why they end up settling down at such tender age kot. They already know what their life going to be like. I envy you people lah! Im not like that lagi kottt.. Maybe I think Im too young for all this. Well at least I feel young. Bhahaha. Actually, to think about it the religion way, memanglah bagus kan perkahwinan tu cause it menghalalkan perkara2 yang haram between two opp

Namaskara. Just got back from class with an aching body all over. Yesterday we had an intercollege netball match. MaKSIMa - thats what they called it. Basically its an all-Malaysian event. They'd thrown a netball match for the girls and futsal for the guys. Hope it'll be an annual event for us people in Mangalore. Its great when you can mingle with everybody from other colleges. Despite that it was all fun and sun. Im all tanned over again now. I was pitch black after last December holiday. After God-knows-what whitening cream I spat on my face, now its a no-use-no-more. Im happy that Im 'bronze' now. Deyyum. Ok2 lets not make this sound like a diary or something. Drama happens all the time, am I right? Its just the matter of you know it is coming or not. Same goes to moi. I believe everybody had their times when they cant control whatever come out from their mouth. Like as if you were actually talking to yourself but accidentally it blurted out from your throat out

Judgy mudgy little smudgy. Has anyone ever felt so tired of being judged at? Everytime you make a mistake, then someone would judge you stuff yang sometimes you feel like "Huh?? Ape hal pulak?" Im so sick of it! Let me give you an example. You know you're gonna be busy for the weekend with own stuff like, I dont know maybe beli stok2 makanan or what not kan, then suddenly your friends ask you out for picnic etc. Although you really wanted to go with them but you only got that day to shop your own stuff etc etc. You had to turn down their offer la kan. Then all of a sudden you dgr ada mulut2 puaka cakap "Ala dia tu konon je ada hal la apa padahal nanti bawak masuk laki dalam rumah" . Something like that la kan. Bengang jugak kan sedikit sebanyak when other people being a smart-ass over you. Im just saying sometimes we really need not to judge something or someone before you really know whats going on. Plus tak ke tu namanya buruk sangka kat orang? Kan dah be

That one person I hope to be mine till the end. 

EXAM!  EXAM!   EXAM! (Why in the world does this hidious four-letter word exist??) First of all. I wasnt in the mood of updating my blog lately because of certain reasons. And I spent too much time doing   F . R . I . E . N . D . S reruns every now and then. I kinda like addicted to them since then. Dulu2 tak berapa follow sgt with the series. But now after more than a decade baru terhegeh2 repeat the series from Season 1! Second of all. Yeayyyyy!! -as that four-letter word starting to bug into my time(of watching more  F . R . I . E . N . D . S )  - I am proudly to announce Im turning to be a NERD !! Well maybe for the meantime. Idk. However early I started to revise for the exam, I ended up being average je. Kinda pissed me off everytime. Any good idea of studying for exam? *sigh* Third thing is, my brother's birthday is on this Sunday. It happened to be that my bestfriend, Na was also born on the same date as my brother. I sent him a parcel last week. Just a little something