Dec 20, 2010

Splendid picnic

Great day with love. I learnt how to fly a kite! Plus he loved my cooking too. Ekeke. 

Thanks a bunch Bipbip!!







&& thanks for the lovely prezzies too. Love them to bits!

Dec 18, 2010

It's holiday... Lets celebrate...

Well hello hello diary. Im finally home!  Its been pretty good so far. I got back last Sunday. Well not really Sunday la cuz I landed pun 12am. Dah masuk Isnin dh pun waktu Malaysia.

13 Dec: Flite back homeeee! Yay! 



14 Dec: My baby sis's birthday. Tisya's 11 now. Gosh that girl grew so fast! I remember how small she was when mama got her out. Time tu dia tak cukup bulan. Bila angkat pun pjg bdn dia sama pjg ngn my arm je. But now, she's a few inch more the same height as me. Sebenarnya aku je yg semakin kemetot. My bros Abang & Ancik sume dh grow taller dh. Bummer! Celebrated her birthday at midnight. At home je. Mama bought baby cakes for her. Kecik2 je cm cupcakes. That morning we went to Kelfood. Notice the name lah. Kelfood=Kelantan Food! Lol. But my dad bukan from Kelantan. He just love it there. As usual baba had his nasik dagang. I had nasi kerabu that morning. Which was pretty yummay after so long tak makan. Then in the evening we went for a swim at KKlub. Ancik taught me how to somersault underwater. Sakit hidung woo!





 HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL BUNNY!!

ps: Just got back from holiday in Perak. Update later. Toodles!

Dec 9, 2010

Somewhere I belong

I miss you all dearly. And Im coming home soon. :)

Dec 2, 2010

Degil kan??

Theres something about me that really pissed me off lately. Im a stubborn cold-hearted person ever live! Im blessed with so many people who are genuinely care & love me. But yet Im still stubborn in my own way. Theres something so dark inside of me that keeps rejecting anything, in fact, EVERYTHING, that other people said that is opposite to what Im thinking. I should've taken it in a positive way but then, this stupid me will always say the other way round. Im so fucked up. I so hope I can just throw this piece of me far away.

I need help.

Nov 29, 2010

Wacky Weekend

Sebenarnya entry ni aku nk tulis semalam. Tp memandangkan semalam penat sgt plus bertimbun2 assignment, yakni movies serta dramas dr harddisk, tak khatam2 lg maka aku pn tulis la di pagi yg indah ni.. Ooops~ pagi? Kantoi di situ. X pegi class pula. Heheh.

Bukan sengaja aku nak ponteng arini. Jap lagi aku nk g wat keja sket kat lab. Patient aku dtg ptg ni so kne alter sket dia pny denture tu. Kalo x kang mengamuk plak beb patient datang jauh2 gigi plak x dpt. So here I am having my breakfast. Jap lg br bersiap2 menuju ke lab. Theheee~

Anyways semalam was an awsum-pawsum day. I had a few friends coming over from Manipal. One of them is my friend from Melawati. Kawan sesekolah menengah dulu before aku masuk SESERI. Faten namanya. So satu hari tu aku duk melayan dorg je brjalan kt Mangalore. Biasalah kalo ada member2 dr Manipal yg datang sah2 mesti punya makan kt Sizzler Ranch. Steak kt situ memang sedap sbb tu la kot kedai dia x penah lengang dek customer2 dia.

After lunch they all came over to my place nk solat Zuhur. After that we all went to City Centre(mana lagi kan) then ktorg pn berpecah2 ikut hala tujuan masing2. Lagipun aku bknnya mak depa kn nk kawal je mana depa nk p kn. Haha. I was with Faten je la all along teman kn dia shopping2 sket(teman diri aku shopping jugak!)
It was quite fun la after so long tak jumpa Faten n we borak like crazy. Dulu time sekolah pn xde la rapat sgt. I knew her & she knew me. Plus ktorg pn join KRS jgk. So sometimes borak la sambil berkawad2 bagai tu. Heh. Gosh! Teringat zaman kegelapan kulit kawad2 dulu. Nasib baik la time tu KRS Melawati lagi2 squad pompuan top 3 je kt Selangor. Berbaloi lah jugak. Mak dulu Koperal lg uollss. :))

Byk la I discovered from her from she's actually a colour blind to abang dia vocalist Modread. Cool la jgk hangout ngn minah ni. Senget pn senget jgk cm aku. So it hit my senses lain kali jangan judge org before we finally know them.

Anyhow.. She'll be leaving for Malaysia next Feb. Dah pupus la spesies kawan aku kt Manipal nnt. Batch dorg sume dh balik. Aku bkn kenaal sgt juniors batch bwh dorg. So mmg xde lagi la motif aku nk g Manipal after this. Manipal used to be one of my favourite place to stay over for the weekend. Since I got plenty of friends during that time. Haish~ Nanti kt siapa lagi aku nk kirim Subway??

Oh! Semalam mmg meriah yer City Centre. Ramai gila yg aku kenal (or tak kenal but tau la dia Malaysian) dtg City Centre. Musykil jugak aku. Maybe ramai yg nak balik cuti dh kot. So dorg pn shopping2 barang nak bawak balik kot. Seronok je bila semua tak kira batch tegur menegur. It seems like theres no generation gap among us. Heh. Tp ada la yg buat aku trkilan sket. Aku trserempak ngn sorg ni. Tak la harap pn nk borak ke pape. At least senyum pn xpe kot. Ni tak mmg wat2 x nampak langsung lah! Konon2 busy tgk benda lain kn. Hahaha xpe la dik oii~ Dulu akak pn gitu jgk kot. Muka ketat je gtu. Jalan pn wat2 x kenal je kn. Sejak duduk sini je belajar bergaul mesra ngn orang. Ye la kte duk tempat org. Jauh dr family. So kena la pandai bawak diri. Kalo nak org respect kita kita respect org dulu.

Anyways I should better stop now. Tak pasal2 termengumpat kat sini. Eheh. Lagipun dh pukul bape dh ni. Kang keja aku pn x siap. Have a great day. Toodles~

A couple of snaps yang aku amek. Gmbr sendiri pun tak deh! Chettt~





Nov 24, 2010

Prostho: Denture making: Lesson 1

What a hectic day! Well, actually everyday now is a hectic day especially now Im posted in Prosthodontics. Oh, Prostho is that branch of dentistry pertaining to the restoration and maintenance of oral function, comfort... Bla3 screw the definition this isnt viva! Hehe basically its just that field where dentists(or technicians I would say :)) have to make replacements for any missing parts of human body. And since we're still third year BDS undergraduates, they only allow us to make dentures. Theres no time for us to go sit around & talk. Everybody is so busy with their own patient.

Deym Im totally worn-out! I got to handle 2 patients today. First was Mrs Maria. She was supposed to come on Monday bt she kept me waiting for her until today. I gave her a try-in. Its like a step where you have to recall the patient and let her try the 'temporary' denture Ive made before I could make the real denture. Thank God everything was fit into her mouth. Lucky me, no extra work to do in her case. Yeay!

 Wax-up & base plate. Next step: Acrylisation

My second patient was a guy. Mr Abdul Azeez. His maxillary teeth were nice but he had some missing teeth on his mandibular. Today was his first time to Prostho clinic and hes totally aware of his appearance thats why he came and ask for new teeth. So first thing first, I had to take the primary impression using alginate. The trays used were the perforated metal rim-lock type. Next step is to make a cast for each jaw impression using dental stone and POP for the base. This step is for reduplicating the exact same feature with what seen in patient's oral cavity. Sheesh.. I sound like giving a lecture or sumting :)


I recall the patient on this Saturday for his try-in. Just the same step as Mrs Maria's.

Yupph twas a pretty hectic day. And more to come. I was running here and there in the lab(forget about how messy I was with dirt all over) No more wondering around bugging people with their work. I got my own stuff now to be done too. So thats it. Will update with the later steps. Toodles~

Nov 23, 2010

BAYGON YOU'RE THE BEST!

Hari ini hari bersejarah!

Satu kejadian pembunuhan beramai2 telah berlaku malam td tanpa aku sedari. Suspek utama sudah pun dikenal pasti. Beliau sungguh bangga sekali mengaku beliaulah pembunuh terhebat alam fana ni! Aku ler tuuu.. Muahahahaha! Ok abes. Aish mende ko merepek ni labuuuu??

Seperti biasalah bila sampai musim ekjem ni aku mmg gemar bgn awal pagi. Study katanya... Maka nk kasik aku hilang ngantok aku pn mula la cari pape nk mengunyah. Terus teringat biskut Mcvities peberet mak sejak azali(sbb buat aku senang berak) kat dapur. Sekeluarnya aku dr bilik kelihatan bergelimpangan mayat2 lipas di sana sini. Pada mulanya aku mmg musykil sekali lantas berfikir hari ni hari apakah sampai semua lipas2 di bumi ni nk meninggal pula. Aku musykil sampai aku bertindak utk lari ke dapur, selamatkan biskut peberet guwe lalu berlari semula ke bilik lalu mengunci rapat pintu. 

Pikir punya pikir br aku teringat yg malam td before tidur aku ada g wat milo. Selalu aku mmg simpan segala stock makanan dlm kabinet. Tah tetiba malam td aku trkejut beruk bila aku bukak pintu kabinet ada Cik Li bertenggek kt pintu kabinet. Nasib baik beliau tak lompat kt muka aku! Mmg meninggal la agaknya kalau benda tu betul2 terjadi kann.. Haih!

Aku pn tanpa segan silu berlari ke bilik amek spray ala Ridsect tp buatan India lalu menyepray(eh?) ke muka Cik Li itu. Tak lupa juga aku spray segala perosok ruang dlm kabinet tu sebagai balasan beliau memeranjatkan aku tadi. Pastu aku pn berlalu ke bilik tanpa berfikir panjang. 

Mmg kebiasaan aku spray2 binatang buas yg suka mengganggu hidup aku kt cni. Tp xde la pulak aku trpikir smlm sampai aku buleh membunuh keturunan Cik Li sebegitu sekali. Grrrr.. Tak pe lah kan. Lg pn warga2 lipas ni kn mmg makhluk perosak. So aku xde la rasa bersalah sgt bila bunuh dorg. Hurm. Snanyer ada la jugak rasa kesian.

Baygon: Dalang di sebalik misteri

Jadi itulah citenya. Bukan aku pembunuh sebenar dalam kes ni. Si Baygon tu haaa yg bersalah. Tp aku sajes kt sesape yg tak gemar lipas tlg la kawal pergerakan dorg.(nk try Baygon ni pun buleh. Harum je bau semburannya) Heheh promosi kn uollsss.. Jgn sampai dia membiak bebas kt umah kte. Geli tau tak!

Ok abes.  Tu je lah nak ckp. Toodles~

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Nov 22, 2010

Rasa nak mengAUMMMM je arinih!

Jap tarik napas dalam2 jap. Fuhhh.. Fuhhh.. Fuuhhhhh!!!

Haish memang bengang tul la duk sini! Orang2 keling ni memang suka ikut pale dia je agaknya. Memang patot la sumorg cakap auta kuat cam keling. Br aku tau mana dtg asal usul ayat tuh. Fak!

Lagi2 kalo naik auto teksi roda tiga dorg tuh. Drebar dorg ni kekdg cm hanjs sket. Tak sume la tp kebarangkalian nak jumpa tu mmg cecah paras hidung laa.. Kuatnya la menipuuuuu... Tuhan je yg tau! Len kali aku bwk siap2 cabai dlm bag senang sket buat alat prtahankan diri(dr kena tipu). Buleh tak tolong paham auto ko tu ada meter. Pakai la meter tu bodoh! Ni sesedap taik gigi ko je nak sebut tambang bape ko suka kan! Tension nih! Tension!

Td aku balik class dr Attavar nak g Empire Mall. Astaga sejemput je pun jaraknyer. Aku tegur dh pun kau suh pusing meter tu(almaklumlah sini meter zaman Tok Kadok lg x reti update pakai digital ke??) Pstu kau leh marah aku plak ngn bahasa keling ko. Kalo aku translate tu ada la bunyi dia cenggini "ko diamlah ko apa tau!". Ko ingat aku hingin sgt ke haa nak naik auto karat ko tuh??

Sesampai je Empire Mall ko leh bedal aku ckp Rs40. Walhal kalo aku congak2 xde nya nak sampai Rs40 tu bodoh! Ok lah mmg la not a big deal pun setakat Rs40 tu. Tapi kenapa la ko nk tipu jugak setan??! Kalo muka tu manis je tambah plak dgn tutur kata sopan santun xde nya aku nk bebel cenggini!

Last2 padan muka ko aku bg Rs35 je pstu dgn segera aku wat pecutan g ke muka pintu mall. Nasib baik ada auto seketul lagi horn kt blkg suruh ko blah cepat. Dem u auto driver! Silap org la ko nk pau lebih2.

Tu ok lg la tak mcm satu malam ni aku g tgk wyg ngn kekawan aku. Haaa India ni bongok siket. Kalo jam kt tangan si driver tu(bukan jam kita) cecah je 9pm secara otomatis tambang akan naik. Maka akan berkumandang la ayat spt "one and a half,no?". Maknanya tambang akan jadi 1 kali ganda stgh (eh betul ke BM aku ni?)

Nak tak nak malam tu kena la jugak ktorg amek auto tu memandangkan auto2 kian pupus pula kat kwsn tu. Aku da syak da pakcik tu mabuk. Bau cm hape je. Otw sampai umah tu ktorg suruh la dia stop kat apartment mmbr aku ni. Sbb ktorg x duk skali. Dh alang2 apartment dia sejalan ngn aku. Sampai kt tmpt mmbr aku tu dia ckp Rs40(eh eh mmg aku ni bekira sgt ke Rs40 pun dh nak bising?) Walhal kt meter dia jelas2 tulis Rs22. Kalo "one and a half" pun tak ke Rs33 je jadiknya.

Mmg aku dh start nak hangin dh dia dh mula wat perangai cenggitu. Mana tak, umah aku pn tak sampai lg dia dh main tipu gitu. Aku terus ckp kt dia "Boss go to Lobo Prabhu" pstu mula la dia soseh2 mende tah cm tak puas ati plak ngn aku.

Sampai plak apartment aku yg sekangkang kera je jaraknya dr apartment mmbr aku td, dia berhenti plak tepi jalan je. Dah la malam(tgk late-night movie) ko nak suh aku jalan tgh mlm gulap gulita tu ke? Aku ni dh la berani amat uollss... Plus kalo siang pun xde auto pn persoalkn nak turun tepi jalan tu ke or masuk smpi dpn apartment aku. Fak!

Dh la suh aku turun pstu selamba nenek ckp Rs50 pulak. Untuk makluman kalo dr apartment mmbr aku tu td nak g apartment aku x begerak pn meter tu haa. Menunjukkan mmg dkt amat la sampai tahap leh la kalo nk merangkak(hyperbola) cuma time tu gelap je sbb tu aku tak buat :)

Lantas aku "What?! Go inside!" Dgn serta merta dia ckp Rs60 pulak. Hanjs abes kannnn..! Mcm biasa la aku dgn taktik kotor aku. Tepek je bape aku ingat yg brbaloi kt dashboard dia terus wat pecutan 200m ke hadapan. Heheh sabaaarrr je lah!

Haih tu lah nak sgt belajar obesi hamek ko trcampak kt India ni. Rasakan! Duk sini mmg byk sgt dugaan lg2 kalo brdepan ngn tempe2 x gunos ni. Ni br cerita drebar auto. Lom bukak cite lain2 lg. Kekdg lecturer kte sendiri pun sama je. Cmne nak respect dorg lg?!

But all in all Im still glad that Im destined to be here. Byk pengalaman pahit getir hidup dan pengorbanan, terpaksa dihadapi demi kejayaan. Waiceh! Plus I got my friends to cheer me up all the time. And to share joy and laughter throughout the life here.

Ok2 Im relieved now. Sedar x sedar dh gelap pun kat luar tu. Bau badan pn dh bau ashem dh ni. Mau mandi daa.. Hehe until then. Toodles~

P.S: Tension gak aku td tunggu patient bagai nak rak dia plak tak dtg. Nak bg set gigi palsu FOC lg x jugak muncul2. Tarik napas dalam2... Fuuhhhhh! 


Nov 21, 2010

From him, with love.

Cahaya menyedarkan aku tentang apa erti kehidupan dan semangat.tapi aku takut cahaya akan malap kerana terlampau menerangi aku.aku takut awan gelap akan menutupi cahaya dan menggelapkan aku.aku takut kehilangan cahaya.kerana sinarannya memberi aku kuasa untuk berdiri seperti yang lain.tetapi aku tidak mahu membebankannya.aku mahu dia seperti sedia kala.sentiasa menerangi semua.sebelum dia menerangi aku.seperti dia yang dahulu.aku sedia berkorban apa sahaja untuk cahaya kembali cerah walaupun terpaksa ku titiskan darah kebumi.aku terharu kerana dia sudi menerangi aku.tetapi aku mahu dia menerangi semua.cahaya terima kasih kerana selalu menerangi aku.kerana kau,aku semakin subur.kerana kau aku tahu apa pengorbanan dan kesetiaan.

TQ Bipbip.

     Taken on our 2 years 2 months & 2 weeks anniversary <3

Rise & shine!!

Jello! Jello! Tak la berapa pagi sangat pun nak rise & shine tu. But Im in the mood of writing so back off. Start my day at 9am(or so). Went to the kitchen planning to make myself pancakes sekali flour yg nak buat pancake tu dah rosak. Tah ulat apa tah duduk menetap kat dalam tepung which kinda gross oso so I decided to throw it away. Darn you ulat! So next thing I saw was my hampir-expired roti. Alang2 lagi bape hari je nk berkulat abeskan je la. Yup I made a sandwich out of it. LOL cm apa pulak cakap pasal breakfast. Anyways Im busying my butt off watching a few rounds of Grey's Anatomy now before I finally hit the books. Ada viva woi tomolo! Tak sedar2 diri lagi exam tak abes lagi. Dem. Ok then gotta go finish up my Grey's. McDreamy is waiting for me. Muahaha. Toodles~


Nov 20, 2010

Yang teristimewa



Bulan kau hadir pada malam-malam indah,
walau tak setiap malamku indah,
ku menanti,
ku kan tersenyum bila kau mengambang.
Senyumku sendirian.
Terima kasih kerana sentiasa menyuluh diri ini,
yang dahulu gelap gelita,
ku rindukan bulan pada malam gelita,
untuk menerangi malamku.
Sinarmu,
walau masih ada awan gelap menutupi bulan dari terang,
ku tetap menunggu,
walau tak setiap malamku indah selalu.
Ku hargai walau dirimu seketika dan jika diberi kurnia,
kan ku simpan cahayamu bulan.
Ku simpan di suatu sudut di sini.
Apa bentuk dan rupamu bukan lagi cerita,
kerana ku tahu kau masih bulan yang sama.
Kau masih bulanku,
yang ku selalu rindu,
walau sukar dicapai,
di mataku kau jelas sentiasa.
Bulan,
kan ku jejak diri di dalammu,
kerana kau terangi setiap perjalananku,
kini ku berani melangkah,
tanpa rasa ragu.


Thank you sayang for this lovely poem.


Head start.

A very good day. Putting on a very good smile.
Ive been planning to make my own blog since so long. And voila~ today's the day! I'll try to update as much as I can. And as you know Im very new here so I gotta brush up my writing skills. All the best for me in that. Lets get started!